79 = Satellite Communications

So damn psyched right now.
Got a 79 on my ASVAB after having to take it TWICE because the damn computer froze up.

Oh well! Eeeeekkk! I chose satellite communications for my job. And aa it turns out, Aaron and I will have basic and AIT in the same places - thank goodness.

So yeah, I have to go back down to Lansing next week Tuesday, stay the night in a hotel, take my physical on Wednesday and ENLIST!

I get shipped to basic on February 10, 2013.

Pretty damn excited.

Determining the Rest of My Life

Super stressing right now. Not only because this book is about 400 pages JUST in material needed to know for the ASVAB, but also because I’m taking it tomorrow.

On the brightside, Aaron’s going too, so I’ll have him to calm me.

Wish me luck.

work. work. work.

All I ever do.

It’s like I don’t even have time to do anything: hangout with friends or family.

But on the bright side, I’m bringing in all the cash I need.

Hopefully starting school soon, getting my own place, and my life back on track.

you just don’t get it.

She asks “why do you care what people think about you?”

I don’t care what people think about me. I care what he thinks about me because he’s my brother. 

He’s kind of like the older (yet actually younger) brother that I’ve always wanted. One that would look out for me & meet the guys that want to date me. There’s also a bonus, his friends are the same way. Someone fucks with me & they all have my back.

So, when he thinks badly of me - it kills me. 


What this whole family thinks of me is the world to me.

They’re not my real family, but they’ve been more of a family to me than my biological family has been.

They’re there for me. 

They help me.

They’re my family.

And what they think of me means everything.

I just don’t want to be that disappointment to them that I was to my actual family.

Don’t be someone’s downtime, spare time, part time or sometime. If they can’t be there for you all of the time, then they’re not even worth your time.
She’s strong, because she knows what it’s like to be weak. She keeps a guard, because she knows what it’s like to cry herself to sleep.